I look at her.
I analyse her.
… but i am not saying a word.
I pretend … that i don’t even see her.
I observe … she is sad.
She … almost cries.
I want to ask her … why?! … but it should not be properly … to do it.
She … would not understand my obsession for her.
… for analysing her.
But i was interested only and only in understanding her behaviour.
Obviously obsessed about why relationships don’t really work … on long term.
Today … they were disconnected.
And still … they were such a beautiful couple.
I’ve adored seeing that energy between them.
It was … a real proof that a man and a woman can experience the absolute together.
But … something happened.
Something … broke their connection.
It was a nonsense.
Yesterday … all was perfect.
And today … all became just a story and nothing more.
Someone whispered me … that she didn’t knew to act properly.
She was in relationship … loved him …. but she was totally addicted to the attention of other men.
She adored … to be adored.
Unfortunately … she could not stop herself.
But…. she did not realised … not even for a second that inducing the illusion of being accessible to all the men she was interacting with … he made him feel … not really special to her.
It was not that he was jealous.
Or possessive.
No.
He felt … being … just as one of the men from the stage of her life.
A … useless connection.
So … he took the decision to simply disconnect from her … and start a new life.
Cause … truth be told … it is too difficult with addicted people.
Maybe … that was the best reply for her.
She regretted.
She hated him … for not forgiving her.
But … it was late.
He couldn’t find the power to forgive her … on and on and on.
Disconnection appeared.
Looked … stupid.
Unfortunately … it was not.
But …just a normal step … into their relationship.
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